Allynn
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Post by Allynn on Jun 23, 2014 22:46:14 GMT -6
Allynn say by the cooking fire, a thick book in her left hand and a steaming mug of tea in her right. it was night time, and the moon shone through the window nearby. the book was an interesting one, full of good information about plants and which ones were medicinal, edible or poisonous. every now and again a shadow would pass over her book and soon disappear, light thumping sounds were heard getting louder, then softer, then louder and softer. Allynn could feel the vein twitching on her forehead, feel her blood beginning to boil and her grip tightened on her mug.
"Ashen!" she snapped and turned to the Kintu woman "would you stop pacing and tell me what you did already?"
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jun 23, 2014 22:59:12 GMT -6
Ashe paced back and forth, crewing on her claws as her mind race about the previous days events.
'gods oh gods oh gods, i told him, how could i just tell him like that! how did i tell him like that?...did i make him angry? gods i have so many things to tell him but i didn't want to start THAT way, oh gods oh gods' Her mind continued to races and she walked past the fire, and her sister. Suddenly Allynn shouted at her, causing Ashen to jump. "woooo!"Ashen lost her footing in her surprise and ended up tripping over a stool, landing in the weapon rake with a loud crash. her feet in the air as the fletching of arrows tapping against Ashens head as she lay there. swords and other weapons toppling over and on Ashen, lucky for her not cutting her.
"why did you yell at me?!?! you know im jumpy!" she glared upside down toward Allynn.
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Allynn
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Post by Allynn on Jun 23, 2014 23:04:37 GMT -6
Allynn glared at her scale sister, quickly noting that her recent trip had not resulted in any injuries. "you have been pacing for over an hour, you keep blocking my light and i know that whenever you do this you've messed up some how. now what did you do?" she stared calmly at ashen as she closed her book and set it on the bench beside her. placing her tea on her other side she crossed her legs and folded her hands onto her lap ready to listen to what Ashen had to say for herself.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jun 23, 2014 23:16:13 GMT -6
As Ashen continued the lay with in the weapon pile, she angry look faded as her sister began to speak. seeing her cross her arms ashen looked away, embarrassed.
"i messed up big time...i got drunk yesterday...and...well i..." Ashen grunted angry after hating the burning feeling she had welling up in her eyes. "im Scared ok!!!" She shouted. bringing a hand up to her eyes. metal clanking on the ground as she shifted.
"i messed up and he is going to be so Pissed with me..." Ashen voice somewhat cracked as she kept her hand covering her eyes.
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Allynn
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Post by Allynn on Jun 23, 2014 23:19:43 GMT -6
Allynn raised her eyebrow and stood up, walking slowly towards her scale sister and offering her a hand to help her stand. "hmm the only 'he' you would be crying about being upset with you would be Fallen." she said with a matter of fact tone, "i assume you told him something you didn't want him to know quite yet but you were planning on telling him in the future? you have a really bad habit of that you know." she smiled warmly at her sister hoping that she could calm her down.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jun 23, 2014 23:27:56 GMT -6
Ashen looked up at her sister, Pouting. Allynns smile did calm Ashen slight as tears still threating to fall as she nodded at her sister. 'she knows me way to well...way to well for my own good.'
Still pouting she took Allynn's offered hand and got up, carful to not cut herself. the metal sounds nearly echoed on the floor. once she was up she walked over to an open space beside the Bonfire and sat down, hugging her knees.
"i Told him in my drunken state i WAS an assassin. he didn't question it...but i said it. and i didn't want to, i didn't mean to, god there is so much i need to tell him but im so scared he will get mad at me AGIAN. im sure he already angry with me as is, i don't know if he is or not...he is really hard to read. gods i haven't had this much problems ever sense Aldwin."
Ashen buried her face in-between her knees still fighting off her rollercoaster ride of emotions she couldn't seem to handle.
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Allynn
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Post by Allynn on Jun 23, 2014 23:40:20 GMT -6
Allynn sat beside her scale sister and hugged her gently around her shoulders. "Ashen i am sure he doesn't hate you. he was likely surprised by the information and is still trying to process it. you have been getting lax on keeping it hidden though. i found some of your old armor on your bed when i went digging around for that book. as well as the odd thing you've said here and there. it was going to come out eventually." she gently pet Ashen's hair as she talked, hoping that she was not being too logical.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jun 23, 2014 23:55:55 GMT -6
Ashen raised her head slightly, tears now slowly moving down her cheeks
"You did? why would you look in my Dresser for a Book...And i know i have been Lax...i cant seem to hide it anymore. i don't want people to know what i did, i know it doesn't matter what i did in the past. i just cant seem to keep anything hidden when he is around...god went i first talked to him i lied about everything thinking we would never meet again and its eating me up knowing he still believe the white lies i tell everyone. normally i don't care, normally i remember my stories. i don't get it, normally im not THIS emotional either and constantly being upset is rather annoying."
she vented as she could feel Allynn pet her hair. after quickly speaking her words she began to purr sporadically as she fought her hiccups.
"seriously Allynn i have cryed more i have in the past few moon cycles then i have in years, what the hell is wrong with me?" Ashen asked as she leaned on Allynns shoulder, feeling the warmth of her sisters comfort.
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Allynn
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Post by Allynn on Jun 24, 2014 21:04:33 GMT -6
Allynn smiled. emotions may be a new thing for her to feel but she understood the symptoms quite well. "firstly i wasn't looking through your dresser. i saw the armor on your bed. where you left it after cleaning it this morning." Allynn purred a little herself as she comforted her scale sister. "secondly, from what i understand about emotions you seem to be in love." she knew there was a chance of Ashen killing her at this point simply for saying that, but she didn't really care, she knew she spoke the truth, no matter how much her scale sister denied it.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jun 24, 2014 21:27:28 GMT -6
"Oh, I didn't mean to leave my armor..wait WHAT?!?!" Ashen turned and looked at her sister once more as she labeled her emotions the one called love. Taken back completely by her sister blunt statement to the complexities of this strange feeling. Ashen felt nervous suddenly. "N-n-no I don't!!! What the sweet hells face you that idea" ashen looked away shyly. Her cheeks reddened with embarrassment.
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Allynn
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Post by Allynn on Jun 24, 2014 21:33:14 GMT -6
Allynn grinned. one of the perks of having emotions was the ability to tease her sister. "look at how youve been acting, you regret lying to him, your face turns the colour of a tomato every time i mention him, you cry when you think he's mad at you, and you would risk your life for him." her grin grew wider as she listed everything off. "oh, and you deny it to the point where you stutter and fall over if it is mentioned. you love that Drow and you know it."
she was going to get killed by her sister by the end of this night. she was sure of it.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jun 24, 2014 21:42:56 GMT -6
"B-b-but no I don't!! I'm almost twice his age and he is 78!!! Not only that he is an assassin! And and and....my face isn't the color of a tomateo!" Ashen nearly shouted at her sister. Even moving away from her slightly. She was getting suddenly very warm. "Besides, wouldn't matter if I was..." Ashen looked off after shimming away from allynn.
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Allynn
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Post by Allynn on Jun 24, 2014 21:48:19 GMT -6
Allynn grinned again, "you are. stop arguing. we should go back to your issue about how to tell him properly of your assassin past." Allynn looked at her nails and grimaced, there was dirt in them again, taking a small dagger from her belt she began to clean the undersides of her nails. "also, age does not matter. especially for a drow and a kintu like yourself." finished with her nails she placed the dagger back in her belt and looked back at her sister.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jun 24, 2014 22:04:43 GMT -6
Glaring at her sister, she knew she was defeated. "curse you..." she moved so her back was to Allynn, hugging her knees again hiding her face.
"well you know ursa and her cub are here for now right? well with everything that happened yesterday...I decided maybe I should have my evening ale sooner rather then later...five mugs later I thought I was a wonderful idea to go outside....and behold who found me. lucky me I said I was an assassin in the forest and I don't think anyone else was around, Fallen also isn't the type to ask questions. which makes it worse because I have no idea what that man is thinking! and guessing makes it worse because half the time with him im wrong."
as she finished she fell back. stretching out her arms and legs as she now stared up at the ceiling. after a long awkward silent Ashen glared at the ceiling. "age matters when your robbing the cradle, im admitting nothing im just saying."
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Allynn
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Post by Allynn on Jun 24, 2014 22:23:33 GMT -6
she looked at her sister, worry gnawing at the back of her mind. "this is about Aldwin isn't it?" Ashen had told her before of this man, and every time his name was brought up she tended to fall into a small pit of despair, usually clawing her way back out after a couple of days and pretending that the man had never been mentioned.
sighing Allynn looked up at the ceiling as well, 'i wonder what it would be like to fall in love, seems like it just causes pain.' she thought to herself. staying silent since she knew her sister needed a moment to think.
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