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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jan 14, 2014 2:46:24 GMT -6
"look star!" Ashen couldnt stand one talking to themselves they say she was. the mother in her started to speak. "you are trying to make a differance now, what you have done in your past is relevent when you are trying to be someone new. the point is your trying that if anyone one is useless its thistle. when you put someone down like that you are what you try to put down." she was looked starfire right the eye, how the hell can someone call another useless. if you can pick up a shovel and dig your far from it. she is talking to people, and her funds are going to the church for repairs... if everything she said was true, she was the least useless person she talked to today.
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Post by Starfire on Jan 14, 2014 18:22:50 GMT -6
Her eyes widened in shock from what Ashen had said. "I-I.." She was speechless, she didn't know what to say more less what to do. Her posture had straightened at the tone of her voice and she listened to what she had to say. She didn't know how to react, nobody had actually been nice to her. "T-Thanks.." She mumbled.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jan 14, 2014 18:52:06 GMT -6
"your welcome, i mean it." she took a good swig of her ale, after which she set it down, and looked back at starfire. "its not worth getting bullied over. dont let asshole talk mean to you. if your strong enough to try and make a difference, then you shouldnt get any trouble. they bug you agian you can let me know" even though her words sounded tired she hoped Starfire knew that she was sincere. "costumers least treating you nice?"
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Post by Starfire on Jan 14, 2014 19:07:35 GMT -6
She smiled brightly nodding her head lightly. "You're right. And again, Thanks. Customers.....Yeah, they're not bad. I mean nothing bad's actually happened. No break outs or fights or anything. I'm tired and they're was a lot of people but I guess its ok." Star glanced around the room again and of course nothing was happening but the people that were there were content and happy.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jan 14, 2014 19:19:05 GMT -6
"well thanks good, last thing you need is a bunch of drunken buffoons running around. you have been eating well i trust? i know its a bazaar question but im just checking...i do that" it wasnt a lie, she normally checked with anyone she talked to, to see if they where hungry or had resently ate, she would hunt for lots of people, the only one she never hunted for was zu...she had her reasons.
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Post by Starfire on Jan 14, 2014 19:37:37 GMT -6
Star felt like she could trust Ashen to certain point so why lie? She knew she was used to lying and just going along with what people were saying when things happened to be about her. "I haven't been eating lately actually. Everything I eat makes me sick, I can't even sleep anymore." With that she took another sip of her ale.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jan 14, 2014 23:29:59 GMT -6
"do rabbits make you sick? i could go hunting or fishing for you? even if it makes you sick, you should still try." it was worth a try at least.
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Post by Starfire on Jan 14, 2014 23:41:16 GMT -6
"No no. Thistle has tried giving me food but I can't eat it...I just have a small problem that I can't exactly explain cause one it's difficult and two i'm not supposed to explain." Star sighed lately. "I have a problem that keeps me awake and stops me from eating. It's stupid. Don't worry about it. I have it under control. Thistle and Thoror are both almost force feeding and serving me and blah blah blah, health health health." She rolled her eyes and took the last sip of her ale and placed the cup back on the counter.
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jan 14, 2014 23:46:50 GMT -6
"i see well least they care to try and help, may i ask what ill's you at night?" she was concerned, maybe it has something to do with the demons?
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Post by Starfire on Jan 14, 2014 23:54:22 GMT -6
"It's stupid but it's almost like if I close my eye's and wake up i'm not me. I change and I murder but I wake up and I don't remember. My nightmares come to life and the haunt me. So I chose not to sleep. Being a half-demon makes it a bit easier."
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jan 15, 2014 0:01:17 GMT -6
"so your haveing night terrors? thats not good, maybe you need to to see a healer?"
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Post by Starfire on Jan 15, 2014 0:06:09 GMT -6
"Heh, it's not the same." She sighed feeling that she might have to explain a bit more. "Here, I have something, No, someone inside my head who takes over me and all that stuff. I've tried to get rid of him but it's becoming more and more challenging but Thistle has been working and that's why i'm not allowed to pick up a weapon anymore."
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jan 15, 2014 0:33:40 GMT -6
"ooooooh....oh. well im at a lost then, sorry" she took a sip of her ale.
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Post by Starfire on Jan 15, 2014 11:56:46 GMT -6
"It's alright. I mean we're trying to fix things but." She shrugged lightly and turned back to Ashen. "Anything eventful happen with you lately?"
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Post by Ashen Windsong on Jan 15, 2014 12:15:58 GMT -6
"I'm currently in a dynamic feuded with zu darkness." Setting her ale down, she goes though ale fast dear lord. "Every chance we get we are trying to rip each other's throats out, either then that and trying to revive my friend and get my son back nothing really" she looked right at starfire. "If I may be so bold going back to the previous topic...who other voice do you hear when you sleep?"
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